ahh today i just saw my old buddy ding xuan at 7-11 lol
i was playing wif the slurpee machine and my sis taking her own cup of black current slushie till i saw 2 guys den they were like staring at me den i tot i did somethin wrong o.o
den while i was paying for the drinks one of the guys go call my name den i was wondering hu called my name and my sis was like giving me tt "ohhh is tt ur bf?" look. -.-
well of course tt guy was ding xuan lol.
known him since p4 =/
onli when i went out of the 7-11 store den he go ask me wad sch i went to lol.
den blah blah..
anywayssss,
first thing in the morning i spoilt my mood for no reason.
i oso duno y i anyhow spoil my mood for wad =/
wadever things i say he starts twisting my words here and there -.-
the prob wif me is i cant express myself properly.
i oso duno y lol.
well ive had enuff and i did not wan to spoil my mood and his mood further.
so i just kept quiet abt the whole thing though there were still things to say.
but well i noe he is pissed off and im oso pissed off so wads there to say right now =/
i make mistakes too sometimes.
and of course i wun noe wad mistakes i have done till u guys tell me.
i have misjudged u and im sorry.
i nv said tt u were heartless.
i nv did say tt i wld leave u alone to rot.
i onli said i wld leave u alone to think abt wad ure doin.
if i tok more i wld make it worse.
and of course i wld add on to the stress.
smsing one person a day is already gd enuff.
how i wished tt i cld onli sms one person onli coz my bill is like exploding due the massive amt of msgs ive been receiving.
how i wish tt i cld just block those ppl frm msging me.
u just dun noe how fortunate u are. zzz nvm i wun say anything now.
wadever things u said like the past is important is right.
i nv did tot of the importance of history tt way.
uve already helped me open my eyes to these kind of things.
argh dam it.
ure stubborn
so dam freaking stubborn =.=
(but i nv did say i am gonna giv up on ya)
i shall not continue.
anyways,
my com keeps on disconnecting me frm my game whenever i play it.
im a little pissed off abt it =/
haiz..wad can i do abt it?
its an old com.
but still i cant bear to let it go lol.(though sometimes i feel like smashing it -.-)
dun feel sad xintong =/
u still got ur frens to support u der.
dun go brood over the whole break up thing.
u just have to carry on wif life. (though i still tink wad shuitong did was abit stupid)
tts y i dun wanna get a bf right now.
getting a broken heart right now cld cause massive dmg and might ruin my whole future.
i rather get a broken heart when i graduate than get it now lol.
well even if i got it now i wld still do wadever i can to pick myself up (though i noe its hard. but still there aint any harm trying)
i have to be strong sometimes lol.
ever since tt p6 and p4 incident nv again wld i wan to distract myself frm such things o.o
well ive learnt frm my mistake and i wld try not to commit it again
and im getting a little pissed off by chin chang's lame attitude.
making enemies is not fun and its NOT COOL.
im not like u hu loves to make enemies for no reason.
kenneth did not even do anything to u and still u treat him as ur enemy.
wad is this =.=
if u anyhow treat others like an enemy to u den treat me like ur enemy as well.
and STOP ACTING STUPID.
once uve made a mistake ADMIT TT U DID IT and den APOLOGISE(wif sincerity of course) =.=
ure onli deluding urself by tinking tt ure right all the time.
(once again im assuming)
if ure afraid of making mistakes hear this.
u wld onli learn after making mistakes.
but of course u shld not let failures conquer u.
and it applies to all of us.
*phew*
i shld learn to calm myself down after a terrible explosion.
*breathe in* *breathe out*
monday have to go for the dry-shoot.
1.45pm den leave classroom.
oh and tt reminds me,
joseph have been improving in his character lately.(though there are still some ppl hu dislike him and did not see any improvement)
well at least i saw some improvement i guess o.o
well done?
ok i tink i typed in long enuff. plus its alreadi 11.33pm o.o
sleeping late aint gd for my health lol.
i tink i shld be letting my sis use the com now o.o